So the end is nigh. And everyone is blind. Too many sins, there's no good place to begin. For my daughter ava, I wish I could have been there. You're more precious than life but I'm left gasping for air. If I could I'd give you the best life, but my merciless days led me straight to the morgue this time. You shine brighter than the sun, and I hope will find the best life to come. And for those just like you I wish the same to be true. So in these final moments I'll just think about you and my motherhood. But dwell on the fact that this life is always misunderstood.