scream out all the things you've been writing for three months
right to her face
when she comes
to apologize.
know that she will compare you to mom
you're ready for it
it rolls right off you.
tell her she's full of ****
tell her she's a ******* *******
tell her what is was like
this summer
watch her
not care.
watch dad
subtly check your arms for cuts
when you come downstairs
hate every minute of it
dad prays with you
asks God for help
i've been asking
for three months
time to stop talking
time to stop leaving
your white walled room
time to become recluse
once again