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https://soundcloud.com/ellen-jewett-violin/transfigured-night­-schoenberg

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It was when i held that paper and read your name ..  

Next to another man ..  

Seeing that you're not mine anymore ..  

And believing that's not my name ..  

Not my wedding ..  

And this is only an invitation ..  

An invitation for me ..

Finally i receive what i thought i'll day send ..  

She invites me ..  
  
To see her eyes showing love but not to me ..  

To feel her happiness but not because of me ..

And to believe that every single thing she has will be for him and not for me ..

A day to know that everything is done ..  

And the place i thought was day mine is not mine anymore ..  

But i'm strong enough to accept this invitation ..  

Strong enough to go and see ..  

Strong enough to hide my broken side ..  

Strong enough to see her happy without me ..  

Strong strong strong ..  

Then everything went wrong ..  

When i saw her eyes ..  

And stared ..  

Then i took my broken steps to that corner ..  

To that seat ..  

Where she wouldn't be able to see me ..  

And she's next to him ..  

Holding his hands ..  

And every single second kills me ..  

Kills every single memory for her ..  

Kills every single feeling for her ..  

Kills every single thing that is still alive because of her ..  

It's hard to become a grave for these things ..  

But i can't let lies live inside ..

I wish if i could hold your hands now and leave ..  

One more single night ..  

Without hearing your questions ..  

Without telling you my answers ..  

Without your blame and without my reasons ..  

Before this day comes ..  

Why didn't we give one more chance to our love to fix it all ..  

Why did we become too late to fix anything ..  

But now i'm good ..  

I'm good ..  

Good enough to stand up and leave ..  

Maybe there's something you've got ..  

Maybe there's something i've lost ..  

Maybe you're happy or maybe you're not ..

Shame on me ..  

Shame on you ..  

Baby we've failed ..  

Yes we've failed ..  

And now ..

Let life take us to where it goes ..  

To anywhere ..

To nowhere ..

**Goodbye