I am ensnared by you My lungs burn My eyes clouded My struggling stops Your love is like a thorn Pricking my skin As I bleed I give you a band-aid I speak what I notice You have no will to change Your stuck in a storm I try to pull you out But you choose to throw yourself back in I know you can change I know you can get better I'm too tired, I have my own wounds I have to save myself before I help you But how can I leave? I know you'll only spiral down more but what about me? Who do I put first?