it took me a while to realize that the room was empty
  that my only audience was the voice inside my head
and in that horrible moment of clarity
I went into the corner and bashed my head, against the padded wall
hoping to drown out the non existent applause
  it didn't help at all
  fighting a useless, pointless battle
  so I surrendered to the beauty that is complete insanity
and joined the elegant dance that is madness