In my desperate attempt to gain it,
I have lost everything.
It took me so much time to realize
That the future in my head is an illusion.
It took me so much pain and dread to now,
Let them all consume me.

The past and future do not matter,
Nothing does as you would think.
You suffer so much for what does not exist.
Abandonment is your salvation here,
When you have been hoping, always,
Only for a minute dream.