i just find it so **** crazy (or maybe i'm just crazy)— that the preying mantis on my porch has a soul and that earwigs experience fear and that the honeybee in my backyard knows all her peers and that one of them, perhaps hopes to grow old— or, at least, to make it a year— and now finds with her eight eyes her daughter a smear on the picnic blanket on an arbitrary Wednesday she's watching with eight eyes—
perfectly clear
maybe i'm crazy but isn't it also crazy how we look just like ants from afar?