I will always put everyone before myself. Before my feelings, my mindset, my stress levels, and everything else. When our dog died. I put my sadness aside to comfort everyone else. I take my feelings, and bury them deep down inside. I pretend everything is a okay, when it is not. I always feel like an outsider, a nobody, and I start to believe it. I tried to keep to myself so  my stress don't run to other people. I keep everything in a bottle, inside for no one to find.