what if
in four days, I discover
that I can live without you?
what if
in four days, I realize
that there's someone better?
what if
in four days, I see
the truth of it all?
what if
in four days, I muster
the courage to leave you?
what if
in four days, I decide
that I never even loved you?

worse yet,
what if
in four days, you conclude
all of this for yourself?