Day by day we continued on,
even though something was wrong,
acting like it did not exist,
yet now my heart cannot resist.
I must speak the truth,
let our memories show the proof,
my heart has strayed,
but I swear you were not played.
I kept my word as I said,
I never laid in another man's bed,
but I have come to realize,
that my life is full of lies.
It is not you that I desire,
and though I hate to be a liar,
You are not my only love,
there is something else I think of.
I cannot seem to explain myself,
cause it is not just someone else,
I now feel differently for you,
but not the way that I use to.
We are different and we knew it,
but we just do not fit,
now I have to continue on,
this road of mine that is long.
You think it is easy for me,
cause I did it more times than three,
but you do not know how I feel,
I cannot believe this is all real.
Do not let this be your end,
you have managed as just friends,
now I must let you go,
yet my pain you will never know.
Written on 2010-12-20 // Copyright ©2013 Jamie Johnson.