I know that I will never be straight because I am bisexual.
I know that I will never be the perfect Christian because I am a liberal and the church brainwashed me long enough that I have my own thoughts now.
I am okay with the fact that I know what everyone thinks of me because I am a writer.
I am okay with the fact that my Christian friends will never accept me because I am bisexual.
I am okay with the fact that my bad memories will haunt me but I don't give them power over me anymore.
I am okay with the fact that one day when I come out completely on Facebook my church friends will hate me but they won't matter.
I am okay with the fact that one day I won't be living in my small religious Conservative town anymore because my past isn't me.
I am okay with the fact that one day my novels, short stories and poetry will be published where my name will known.
Ideally not everything will be perfect but I will be free.