how the **** can i be angry when you help yourself to what's left after all love is always the closest thing to death
bethlehem is restless terrorist holograms of mary teary unblessed when death is living every day of your life forever breathless breathing is all that is left in your chest when the stress hits regresses to compressing aggressive obsessiveness ******* in pages to confess unspoken messages the lightening and quiet screams promise me they'll light my step through this green grass in it's morning dress uncaressed by pestilence beth/rest you're possessed by this
and the ghosts flitting between the trees direct me to the places i must have seen in dreams before i lost the connection to the earth long since to the directionlessness of adolescence every vibration left a crack enough tremor to slide a pin in and erzebet would visit my skin every night with rumplestilstkin and they'd spin another needle through the muscle soft as linen, they promised it would turn to gold, so long as i stayed hidden at the loom in this prison
shoulders tightening as they thread it away i look at the money in my minnie wallet and pray everything safe always seems to go away in a flash so perhaps it was just that nothing was ever safe maybe they will leave if i say that i don't believe in any of these ******* fairies anymore but maybe i am older than the world is different and they were just never fairies at all
it seemed to be such a small small place back then when you could always cheat at LIFE and run away and play pretend in your imagination didn't have to listen to anyone now cops and parents hate you and everyone wants to know what college you've been in cause surviving is neither irony nor blessing today just simple catastrophe and endless dissarray