so hazy, I think it was just a dream

I can't help but fight the tears

my first proposal

over the phone

I wanted to say  yes

I thought I did

but you were so far away

why can't we love in the moment

when I am in your arms

laying together so close

so safe

so terrified

ahh this is gonna hurt a lot

your eyes have gotten colder

a distance  between us

even now in your arms

trying not to cry as you make my wish come true

tears come so easy now

I knew it

this is gonna hurt more than I can stand

no longer in your arms

beautiful sweet exquisite pain