Something like magic, a soft breeze...
Fluttering angel wings..
He stood bright and shiney like I created him out of the best dreams and fancies.
Don't look now , Prince Charming has fallen off the high horse.
His face is crumbling in on itself and the real face is coming trough.
I don't know this man... not sure if I will even like him.
Things have changed and his sweetness and innocent demeanor have changed.
Standing before a raging bull I cry out, can anyone hear my cries?
I've been a fool for this love too many times.
He cannot be allowed back once the gates are closed this time.
Maybe it's just time to wake up...the alarm clock is buzzing in my head.
Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 9:23 PM UTC
So you love me so much you couldn't live with out me...
But I told you could and you should.
You did and you did it so well.
It doesn't change the ways we are alike.
The ways we relate that nobody else will ever understand.
Our own little world.
Did I dream it all into life?
Maybe it never happened.
This all in my head.
The feelings are all made up.
If that is so it can fade.
How can you say those things and turn around and take them all away?
As if they never were true.
I never meant that much to you.
I am dizzied by all of this.
Look at me that way again just once, let me hear the emotions in your voice.
Like you want to protect me.
Like I am your princess to save every single day.
Like you love me and all in the world is right and true.
Oct 11, 2013
Oct 11, 2013 at 10:01 PM UTC
What's your problem?
I've lost love and taken love away.
Been crushed in a single blow by the same words over and over again.
We all have damage.
All alone I stand aching for something more out of this life.
I am determined to stand up and brush away the dust I've gathered feeling sorry for myself way too long.
Getting to know the facets of the person I've grown to be in my time alone.
Taking time ,excuse me now I've got damage to repair.
So sit and tell me now, what are your damages?
Oct 11, 2013
Oct 11, 2013 at 9:44 PM UTC
so hazy, I think it was just a dream
I can't help but fight the tears
my first proposal
over the phone
I wanted to say yes
I thought I did
but you were so far away
why can't we love in the moment
when I am in your arms
laying together so close
so safe
so terrified
ahh this is gonna hurt a lot
your eyes have gotten colder
a distance between us
even now in your arms
trying not to cry as you make my wish come true
tears come so easy now
I knew it
this is gonna hurt more than I can stand
no longer in your arms
beautiful sweet exquisite pain
Aug 17, 2013
Aug 17, 2013 at 5:39 PM UTC
I know it's not up to me.
But I just want you to be happy and free.
It's none of my never mind.
But I wonder all the time.
Not that I have any right.
But I wonder where you will sleep tonight.
I should never ask.
But I wonder if there are things you just can't tell me.
Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 12:00 AM UTC
I wonder why it is everyone thinks I need to be controlled?
I thought I had a handle on this.
I did it on my own.
Some wild forces simply just are.
Running free is a dream.
There is always someone to disappoint.
But nobody loves this much.
Dancing to music in my head.
Spin around until I fall flat on my bed.
I touch your face softly hoping you can see the strength in my eyes.
Holding back forces stronger then you.
Embracing those who have given up.
I feel pain for all not just you so please open your eyes
Never hurt a soul from viscous intent.
Trying daily to quench my thirst before the next challenge.
Why can't you see my world as I do?
Oct 15, 2012
Oct 15, 2012 at 2:41 PM UTC
Excuse me as I fall to human frailty.
Tell me I am prettier then anyone before me.
Better yet tell me you love me more.
I am tired of feeling like charity.
Please lie to me and tell me you can't live without me.
You would surely fall apart.
Humor me please because I am female.
Give me a reason to fight for us.
Fight hard to earn my love.
I cannot fight alone anymore.
Together in this until the end.
At least until I am too weary to hold my sword and shield.
Oct 15, 2012
Oct 15, 2012 at 10:19 AM UTC
As I come in from a long day of nonsense I greet you,
"Hello Baby, How was your day?"
You don't even leave the other room and mumble "terrible"
I walk into the room and your back is to me.
You don't even look at me as your playing your game.
You purse your lips for a kiss not moving your eyes off the screen.
I wish this rarely happened
It's happens almost every day.
Even if you have a good day you barely look my way.
You might have a minute to spare if there is something on TV
You sit right next to me. We don't talk much.
The next show that comes on you don't like it and nothing else will please you.
Away you go with a short goodbye.
And you run back to your computer the technical mistress with the wicked hold.
I tire of waiting for your return and get sleepy and lonely even though your only a room away.
"Goodnight darling" I say head upstairs
"I was just coming back!" But you don't even turn your head to look my way.
I don't believe you anyway and I am tired of begging for a little bit of your time.
Oct 12, 2012
Oct 12, 2012 at 3:39 PM UTC
I want to sip a cold drink out a coconut shaped cup.
Laying in a hammock in the shade.
Beautiful endless beach.
Water rushes in over my feet.
I grab your hand and pull you into me.
I kiss you softly as you touch my face.
I hold you and whisper into your shoulder..
"I don't want to go home, lets never leave"
Looking in your eyes I can see you feel the same.
We found personal paradise away from everything.
Nobody can take it away or separate us now.
It's just you and me.
It's exactly how we want it to be.
I love you here now and always.
Oct 3, 2012
Oct 3, 2012 at 3:06 PM UTC
They smile at me sincerely.
They all think I am a well behaved woman.
Nobody knows.
It's all my own.
Delicious secret .
Fine wine is the taste of my lovers lips.
Pulled the shades down tight.
How could I love so much?
Oct 3, 2012
Oct 3, 2012 at 2:55 PM UTC