Not a bite to eat. limbs cold & trembling at the peak of summer. I just want a place to rest my head. Spinning, fading in & out. The life around me closing in... Heavy breathing & traffic lights blurry. Vivid flashing reds. Blinding shimmering greens. Brilliant blinking yellows. Thoughts, unwelcomed guests. Overstaying their welcome as if they were even invited to begin with. It never goes as I expect. I thought I would feel safe. But I only felt like someone else. I withdrew... I had my heart ready, in my hands to be placed into yours once again. I can no longer ignore when it tells me they are the wrong hands... I placed it carefully back into it's cage & kept it safe from you..