Lately things have been different I don't know if I belong anywhere I feel like an outcast Have nowhere to go I want to belong somewhere But nobody seems to accept me All my friends have left And I feel all alone So know I have resorted to cutting I do it almost every night It is the only thing keeping me tethered down So I act like I am happy So I can be who everybody wants me to be Now I am debating if I should stay Or do something so the pain will go away