it's been awhile since i've written,
but darling please know i'm
still here and
i'm spitting blood
and it's staining our floorboards,
but i'll always love you
like how i love you now
and how i used to love you,
i don't believe you're dead inside
but others have tried to convince me,
there's too much blood now
i have to go,
you might be fading but i'm
coming to see you,
please open the door.