Nothing’s alright. Everything upside down. Nothing to hold on to. Everything that used to be important is not anymore. All pieces flying around me. Which one to grab here, I don’t know. So I just walk on..... You just walk on..... Falling together but in different directions. Please bring us back together.
But nothing’s alright and I try to just survive. You try to just survive. But my body’s sick and tired and your house is on fire. Everything is gone. Everything that was just enough to still be ok. Now we are blindly searching. Let us find each other at the end if we can’t stick together. I’m lonely and tired. You are tired and in need of space to wind down. And I’m down.
There’s nothing left to hold on to. It will always go some way. But it’s never been easy for you. Never been easy or ok for me. All the pieces flying. All that was still standing completely falls. The waves are so high now. Still not fully drowning, still rowing. Not knowing where to. Somewhere. Still somewhere hopefully together at some point, some ship. I’ll find you. You’ll find me.