Young love captivated us
Life seemed perfect
we'd kiss and my heart would soar
but keeping you happy
was quite the chore

I betrayed you
hurt you in more ways that one
and in the middle of all this
we were trying to have a son
You learned not to trust me
i made you unsure

I wish there was a cure
to our problems
a secured relationship
something i could grip

I fell through the floor into
drugs that i began to adore
They made me forget our problems

They only made them worse
it became a curse.
I lost you.