The rapping, the tapping and the zooming speed of being Wired. The restlessness, the heart pounding and the blood-rushing of being Wired. It's not a buzz like you get from alcohol. It's not a high like you get from smoking ****. It's a knowledge thirst like nothing else. It's collecting books but being too full of thoughts to actually read them. It's going to library finding my books with a bookmark in them. No one goes near the mental illness section of the library. People are afraid of acknowledging mental illnesses. The urge of wanting to read those books further. The feeling of unexplainable calm in the mind.