I feel like the words I say and the thoughts in my head Never quite match up The words I feel And the words I say Always get jumbled And I'm left discouraged while shaking my head I feel like what's in my heart and what people see Don't always agree I can be sweet But don't mess with me If I could record what's in my heart and play it like a DVD Telling the girl how I feel Would be the easiest thing And yet I take my words and somehow translate them into emotions Just two minutes of honesty to one day show them That I am more then I appear I somehow find a way to show people that I am real I sometimes feel like my words are never sincere And yet I never stop talking So maybe I'll learn to shut up Maybe then I won't ***** up Sometimes I make jokes so I don't break down Maybe if I keep talking I can make people believe that every little thing isn't always what it seems So now I'll just keep smiling