You can see him now. Or anytime for a while. I may not care about anyone including myself. But, I remember him earning two bits an hour and before christmas some more. Sweeping the shop once the barber was paid and the customer trudged through the falling snow. I can see him now you said. I wonder if the thin pull over, once white, its weave, full, but wrung on the porch wash tub between wood rollers until loose at the collar and grey in its color. I can see his face without knowing how it feels in the locked glass case at the postal office, staring out, no reward offered. I can see you too. It is beyond even a single tear, so many already dried like his shirt that hung, until he woke, a white flag, Oh I mean gray giving up in one way but, in another, running from the misdemeanors or whatever they rate them. On some numbered road until he is ripped away like the piece of clothing dry on the line. And on the straw bed, until released from laboring, supervised only in his body but not his mind.