He's off work today
Maybe we will get to hang
I'm waiting for his text
I'm waiting for his call
But what if it never gets here
What if not at all

I'm feeling optimistic
Because I usually over think
But sometimes his mental illness
Comes back and reality shrinks

One day he's like this
One day he's like that
But one thing's for certain
He'd  never stab my back

Even though his heart is closed
And his walls are up
Somehow I always get a peak
I guess it's just good luck

I know he loves me
But thinks he can't have me
All because of someone else
Why is this happening

Maybe time is all we need