Have* you ever felt so scared? Like in any minute you could just be erased in someone's mind and Be completely forgotten Nothing is remembered, except for the memories.
Like in one minute you're the happiest person in the whole world, and in the next minute you feel like being buried 50 ft underground You're so numb and the paranoia is too much to handle It's either you curl up in your bed or get wasted on some bar down town
You're so tired of everything that even crying is tiring The idea of being forgotten by people who are important to you scares you so **** much, and you feel like your heart is being chapped into pieces The memories with the person is being thrown out outside this Milky way
It would hurt now, but I swear people will come eventually.