I've been having *** with you for more than a year now. For the longest time, I had nobody in my life. There wasn't anybody to hold me at night when I was alone. Nobody to kiss me when I was scared. Nobody to cuddle with me when it was cold outside. Nobody to feel and touch me when I needed it. Then you walked into my life. I thought that I was totally satisfied. Everything seemed to be in perfect balance. I loved myself, And I loved you. But now, I feel nothing. Sure, I still love you. Sure, I'm glad that we have made passionate love together. But it's not what I want. I'm no longer happy. I actually started to weep when you held me in your arms. I felt disgusted when you touched me and undressed me. It just... Wasn't there... How can life change so much in a year? Why am I no longer happy with my life? How did I get ****** into a cycle of a meaningless life? And now that I'm stuck, How can I escape?