I lost myself in all the useless battles. I really really want to know what it feels like to be loved by your family. In their eyes I'm the worst human I didn't commit any grave sins and offend them I have always believed that I'm responsible, caring, selfless. I have to accept that people won't see me like how I see myself. I sound so desperate because everytime, everyday, I'm begging for love For Love For Unavailable Love.