This started off so well. I was in love, and I was awake, and when I wasn’t awake I was at least in bed with someone. There’s a lot to be said and so little time to say it in, I even dreamed up a new colour.
That’s the big question of science versus imagination. Try and think of a new colour, one that you can’t find on a spectrum or a colour wheel. You can’t, right?
So the imagination has limits, of course, but only insofar as the world has limits. Blah blah, laws of physics, blah blah, one day everyone you love will die.
It’s not like that anymore. I’ve been dreaming for so long that I’ve forgotten how to wake up. Here, there are more colours than there are words to describe them, and more words than there are conscious feelings, and thoughts, like the world has been stripped back to its coding, and I'm the virus infecting it all with the terrifying idea of newness.
Because — we’ve invented everything we can invent, and dreamed up blueprints for everything we can’t. I think we’re done with the waking now, and it’s time for the other to step in. It’s almost done. But what can be done when things are done? Rest? A nice thought. But we’re done with that, too.
From a portfolio I wrote in third year of university, titled 'Insomnia'.