My perspective isn't based off of my emotions most of time. I write because I am passionate about difficult subjects. I may be insane but my voice is still valid. I don't question what I can't control because I know I can't control my mental illnesses. I do research about multiple things when I am passionate about topics. I have a lot of wisdom because I learn so much from my experiences. I accept the fact that it is generational in my family to be narcissistic so I got rid of my ego entirely and just stayed empathetic. I got rid of my hatred and my judgemental aspects as though they were phases in my personality because I didn't want to be like the rest of my family. My grandma, my dad, my big brother and my little sister still have flaws but they aren't narcissistic. I am a high functioning sociopath but I choose be warm and loving because I don't want to become bitter and heartless.