Out of control,
Yet obliged
To a role.
Im an aged soul.
Keeping these feelings caged...
I can only see in baige.
All these things..
Ya know,
I once had so many dreams.
But hey,
We all signed it,
unwillingly..
Some contract in life 
to a character you dont even like
Considering disassociation a nice mind hike
Who asked for this life
Where did i finally fall off
My mind got lost
And to what ******* cost