I saw people from my past. It was good. Now I am tired and soulfully exhausted. The responsibility of being a spiritual Christian. I grew up at church which overall I had no freewill of being a Christian. It was expected in my small town. Being rebellious is basically building upon thought-crimes where Big Brother is always watching you. There is always new gossips and rumors. I have always rebelled in my own way I would rather be a vagabond writer than a practical scientist. Logic isn't my enemy but it doesn't help me when I make creative cases against humanity. I am well read, well researched, always making elaborate plans to get out of this town and standing out the best I can. To go against traditions makes you the black sheep of the family, to be different is to have the label weird brandished across your heart and to hold your truths by biting your tongue. Oh the world that we live in where eras and renaissances are just ancient history.