I never thought people cared what I thought of and the words I speak. I never thought people wanted to listen to my advice and my nerdy pop culture and book references. I never thought being a creative writer and a poet would turn people's heads my direction. I never thought knowing psychology, sociology and science facts based off of past random passions would have people wondering my hobbies. I never thought I was worth genuine smiles and laughter from my closest friends. Turns out I am worth it all. I am worth loving and caring even though I am a lot to handle. I am worth the warm hugs and real conversations. I am worth the confused looks and smug grins I get from normal people. I outsmart anyone that I don't trust because I am always three steps ahead. I can read the expressions, emotional signals and over inflated egos easily. I tear down walls with a single glance and meltdown glass doors of the soul with a thoughtful comment.