I woke up with my long term memory blank. It took a cup of coffee to regain it all back. Strolling downtown I panicked and went to the art gallery. I couldn't breathe and felt hungry so I went into a cafe'. I kept reading everyone true emotions and everything felt loud. My heart was pounding in my chest and my brain kept trying finding to calm me down. I had to leave the cafe' and brought my food with me. But I couldn't eat and I felt like vomiting. I threw away my food. I walked into my church and went to my hiding place to catch my breath. I felt hopeless like a piece of me was missing and I wanted to cry, to scream in pain. But my mind was on overdrive and my heart was going at double time. I walked out of my church and walked home. I could breathe but nothing felt right.