I feel it bubbling up inside of me like bad Mexican food like that feeling you get when some unfortunate soul ****** you off like that feeling you get when you have a full tank of gas and an open road ahead of you spike my veins and see the beauty which is pumped out see the filth and **** and hate and love and life and death and desperation and hope and they boil over singing the kitchen counter tops and put the liquid in pill form to feed to people who are sure they've lost their minds let me whisper what mind? from the city rooftops until everybody runs out into the street naked their faces raised to God looking to be kissed or cried upon words can **** and words can bring life words are the building blocks of every sky scraper and every genocide and every person and for brief lightning flash moments I come close to being able to control them but just for a moment a moment of control