The heat in my blood That runs through my veins It's in my roots The pain from a name The guilt and shame It's in my roots Rot and decay sits in the soil And it's hard to breathe here It's in my roots Another trigger, another warning And something is forming Beneath the surface, I'm exploding It's in my roots I try to hide, mask it Pretend it's not happening, gaslit Trying hard to remain To not go insane It's in my roots