for a moment of transgression
in the law of normal feelings,
she was told not to do what to
just to keep sane
or hold the ground in vain.

everything was like an explosion
and it was never thought of
nor anticipated to happen.
It was all the same.
and as what has been said
she abide and waited
with hopes, but no,
it will never happen.

and although the gist was never there,
she always thought of it as erratic.
But to alter her reality
sounded like an imitate;
like a pursuit of a dream
and changing is how to find it.

an indecent self
told her she isn't.
to what she deserved,
she was obscure.
and in the situation she is,
it was like a boisterous thought;
that she was walking with someone,
and he has never been there.