if i have ever learned anything "don't look back" is the one that would serve me best if i let it.
but things aren't easy like that humans can't just let the burning city rest they have to turn around, check that it's leaving see if anyone's still breathing.
the poor ******* that second guess are the ones who don't get blessed you've failed the easiest test, red now you're in trouble again
i know not to go back and read things i wrote when mom first left. it makes me want to cut up my arms.