Been sad for a month now And I don't really talk much anymore A loud kid gone quiet Blending in the crowd Everything is a snarky comment Everything is a jab in my side Everything is a loss of me
I spend my nights alone Hang-up those calls Ignore those messages I remove myself from the world Lost in my own thoughts To only fall harder for this loneliness I started in
I think it's my fear grabbing ahold of me The fear of losing The fear of failing The fear of needing The fear of letting go And hurting Hurting her Hurting me Hurting them And losing myself some more