I am stuck in this whirlpool of euphenisms. Everything is more than it's allotted value. Imbalanced by coincidences and lost chances. I can't chew my food anymore because I have no gums. Skin is excess. So are bones. There is an art to being nonexistent. Dissatisfaction is suffering and to free myself is to not desire no longer to the point where there is no want for life's ticking.