as I sit here my mind is in a haze
I scribble my notes on paper
but the words
they fade away
I toss it in the trash but wont remember writing it either way
I feel like I'm losing my sense of reality but
I'm still conscious of myself
the time spent in this space
moments I indulged seem further back than yesterday
thinking again, I hardly remember now
even the thoughts I wished to write on this page seem more distant
am I trapped in a loop?
will time move?
can I even move?
the door is presented before me
an escape from a dark place
am I do open it?
prepared for what lies ahead?
grab my hand and lets see if there is a way