I still flinch at every sudden movement, yet you give me all your patience.
I still overthink everything, my brain is too spacious.

I apologize for crying, he used to scream at me for it.
I was degraded for everything, I'm still damaged after the split.

You give me so much love, yet still I can't believe it's real.
To him I was worthless, I was only kept so I could kneel.

I'm hideous and also obese, I was only there to lay.
Nobody is ever gonna want me, he told me day by day.


You give me all your patience, though I think I'm undeserving.
You say all the time, how I was treated is unnerving.

You are what I'm thankful for, I'll keep you forever if I can.
I wasn't looking for love, but love crashed into me like a van.

I still flinch at everything, yet you give me so much peace.
With more time and your love, the leftover bad energy will cease.

I am overjoyed that I have your love, I'm keeping you always.
Some day, there will be no more negativity lurking the hallways.