i stand
in the shower
almost fall asleep
the waters warm

i watch something
on my laptop screen
but i don't remember
what i saw

there's food on the table
right beside me
i can't eat it
it's cold

i showered but
i don't remember
if i washed
my hair

my laptops been
on for hours
yet there's no
chrome activity

the food it must've
been made today
but i don't remember
cooking

i have an
unread message
sent to me
six hours ago

i don't remember
when i woke up
but the text says
good morning

i don't remember
how i woke up
but the text says
good morning

i don't know
if i woke up
but the text says
good morning

i don't know
if i woke up
but i can
touch myself

i can pinch myself
i can hurt myself
i can do whats
normal

but i don't feel
what i did before
i dont feel
normal

i'm in
the kitchen
looking at
the oven

it's on
but i don't
remember
doing that

how long
has it
been on
for?

i check
the bathroom
the shower lights
on

but i don't
remember
if i showered
today

how long
has it
been on
for?

i go
back into
the front
room

a plate
of food
on the
table

but i don't
remember
if i ate
anything

how long
has it
been here
for?

i don't remember