I sit here watching people rip themselves apart
is this quite horrible?
I'd like to view it as an art
  
it's beautiful to watch but terrible to see
I'm at a loss for words
and your engulfed in misery
  
everyone is silently breaking down
"does this group include me?"
I ask while disintegrating into the ground
  
just cry it out my dear
you're growing
his face, those hearts, your fear
  
my pessimistic outlook must end
I'm ruining myself and everyone
so I'll type this message and never press send
  
"goodbye, my love,
goodbye"