They make you feel so happy in your sad, miserable life and you wish you could try them and just take few you only have those few options to be happy one bang on the ground two shots in your head three strikes in your neck wrist and heart four swallows and the tears You can lay it on the table and stare at it or convince yourself that its not worth it maybe they shouldve left earlier then youd already be on the ground in a pool of blood and a sheet of paper next to your head titled: "in a happy place" and subtitled "which isnt called earth" then everything would be simple and everybody would be happy cause youre gone and all thats left is a sheet of paper an empty room a pool of blood a cold body and a ****** knife with an empty pill bottle next to it But they didnt leave earlier like you wanted and now its your decision to make hopefully you choose the one with the least suffering because your main decision is already chosen it always has been