Here’s something about watching birds: you become them. You become the heron slim and silent, walking on her toes. You become the crow who just for fun slides down a pitched roof after snow. You become the seagull who can’t lift her wings for the weight of the oil. You become the robin looking over her shoulder, hopping lightly, not taking off until she knows you’re coming closer. You become the hawk’s focused soar, the vulture’s misshapen roar, the finch’s stutter, the kestrel’s hover, the hummingbird’s all of a flutter. When I cannot speak, you ask me what is wrong. I am full of birds, I mutter.