I don't like this
Please don't ******* back
I don't want to come back!
I want to stay trapped in my dreams forever
I will never make it in this world alone
Losing grip
My fingers slip
And I'm falling out of focus
Craving this adventure
Tumbling down and off the edge
Landing in a pile of something
Soft and heavenly
No desire to even get up
Because I love it here so much
This place is not Reality
My eyes tickled by the winds of love
My heart lunges without a second thought
Chasing it with all my might
Fearing nothing in the way
Eyes open and arms spread
Senses heightened and pulsing with alert adrenaline
A jumping dive, head first
Into something dangerous
But oh so fanFUCKINGtastic
Catching it
And squeezing it between all my fingers
I can't stop
The fun has just begun
I'm finally in love with life
Enjoying every ounce of oxygen
That comes in contact with my lungs
I won't stop
This feeling is so unreal
Finding a place where everything is perfect
Nothing to be changed
Feeling nothing but pure bliss
Muscles strain to hold on
To stay under the surface
But time is time
And it rolls me forward
To meet Reality face to face
Eye ***** search me
Up and down
Finding that I carry a heart full of happiness
Reality doesn't like happiness
My eyes drop and discover
Reality carries a depression
That lingers in a bag over its shoulder
That weighs a ton and a half
And it strikes me in my heart
Tearing the lining and watching my happiness bleed all over the floor
Killing and defeating
My happiness lies within the mind of a dreamer
I'm not created to fit this worlds standards
I've known that from the start
Dreaming and seeing
Realizing that reality is a ******* joke
That its the ultimate mood killer
Erasing the minds choice to check Reality
Sinking deep enough down
Hiding away with my happiness
Cuddled up against me inside my dreams
No one will find me here
Not unless I want them to
If I could make my dreams my reality
I would hold the world in my finger tips