it doesn’t do anything
i hope, at least
it felt really nice
like that itch lingering around
so i just scratched myself
which helped sometimes
but most of the times it felt useless
no matter how hard i try i just
felt useless
use it or lose as they say
so i think i’ll use it for worse
and lose it for the better
because after i address myself
you will no longer be need my assistance
i don’t live for me
i live for them and them only
because my purpose in this world is
indefinite
indefinite as the job of a flower which is
to survive harsh seasons and wait bitterly for the nicer ones
because as time goes by they live for others and grow for others
which **** near impossible and
too simple of a job to have