My jaw is too far back
My hair is falling out
Or turning gray
I can’t grow muscles
I’ll just grow a belly
I can’t have ****** hair
I debate if this is mental illness
Can illness be self aware?
Is it an excuse for being me
Without free will,
What is this?

Fucksticles!
***** that hang from the windowsill
And fall to a vaginal mole hill

You will be what you are
Or…

You won’t…

The **** do I know?