I don't wanna feel like this anymore,
I don't want to question whether I'm broken,
God please come and just open that door.
I don't wanna feel like this anymore,
I hear I'm not a lone, but if truth be told?
I only have selective Family that give a
**** about me, whom I adore. The rest are
Ghosts.

I don't wanna feel like this anymore,
Why am I crying as I'm writing this? It's
Really hard to ignore. I don't wanna feel like
This anymore, I just want an off button so
I can feel normal again like when I was
Younger and not now like I'm going crazy
Locking my doors. The door to my heart,
The one that keeps me sane.

How long will I feel like this? I don't know.
It's a chemical imbalance in my brain that
Makes me act this way. What did I do to deserve this? I didn't ask for none of it. I don't
Want pills, I just wanna stand still, without
Pacing back and forth listening to all the noise, voices in my head, just to realize that
Voice is mine. I just wanna sleep, but sleep is
The cousin of death so I don't know, I'm just scared, but someday I'll Take my last step, last breath.