Forget 6 feet. Make it 10000 feet. I don’t want to be seen. I don’t want to be found. Forgot digging the hole. Wrap me up and burn me to the ******* ground. **** this life. This life has ****** me. Over and over. Several occasions I’ve been close to death Yet somehow I outlived it each time. Devil is trying to **** me while the lord is trying to save me. It’s been a fighting battle for half of my life. They say every one has a purpose but is my purpose to barely survive? I’ve been dying inside. I’m broken inside. This isn’t a life. I’m dead inside.