What is beautiful? The sound The structure The negative space in bouts of apathy What is right? What is meant? We were learning the reward of struggle Becoming alive in a dead summer Jigsaw puzzles in an alcoholic slumber A cramp in the middle of my palm Rub me the right way to resolve the qualm Im not so sure Im not so pure Where does ecstasy and reality meet? We coalesced I cried "These hands were made for YOU!" You held me tight Is everything we spoke obsolete? Too much rings true and itβs out of harmony Am I in love or just being lazy? I know what I really want But is it right for me? Whoβs to say? God, fill me in on this game.